Friday, October 30, 2009
'Til I am myself again
Today was supposed to be a very special day in my life. A lot has been going on lately and I have had quite some emotional and physical troubles. I had been looking forward to October 30th for some weeks and now nothing is going to happen today. I'm sad. I'm upset. I'm confused. I'm fat. I'm still here. I'm alive. I'm patient. I'm not patient. I'm messed up. I'm screaming for help.. But as I said: nothing is going to happen today. I can't wait for the day where I will be me again.