Saturday, December 19, 2009
Time runs through my hands
There are not enough hours in one day, to do whatever I would like to do. Time is going too fast, the end of the year is going to be there before I'm ready to embrace 2010. I don't know what to do first. There's chaos in my head and in my house. I want to get organized and I'm normally a pretty good organizer. But lately, time runs through my hands.. I want to speed up, so I can get everything done. And then again I want to slow down, because I'm tired.. I'm just so tired.. I have been on the Continuous Blood Glucose Monitoring for a couple of months now. My diabetes has improved, but the sleepless nights are ruining me. It's like having a baby again, or twins at least! My sensor wakes me around 6 x a night. As soon as I fall asleep again, another alarm wakes me up. I want to sleep.. just sleep..