Thursday, October 8, 2009

You are on your own now,

is what my doctor told me this evening. We have had a fierce discussion and I'm heartbroken. We talked on the phone for half an hour and it was not a pleasant talk by far. I'm devastated and desperate and I don't know what to do. If I do not take his advice seriously, I can no longer attend the study on CGM and his team will no longer accept me as their patient. It's not fair, it just isn't.

I do respect him and I know he's world famous and very intelligent. I appreciate his knowledge and experience, but I'm so hurt and lost and he has no alternative for me. If he's the best and he can't give me any hope, who can..

I want to crawl into bed now and cry a river..

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