Hold my hand

A tough period is coming up. I know what to expect, but then again, everybody is different. Some heal better than others. I hope the pain will be bearable and the results satisfying. I won't keep my hopes up too high, to prevent disappointment. We have no vacation planned this summer, for I need to stay around. Just in case.. I'm glad the children won't be here while I'm in the hospital. I won't be that entertaining and they don't need to see me suffer. They are going to have a great time, I'm sure they will. I'll text them every now and then, to let them know I'm fine.. Their goodnight kiss tonight was pretty emotional.. I'm sorry I'm putting them through this ordeal..

Please hold my hand..